I’m so cried out rite now, I can’t begin to tell you what it feels like.
But something inside of me is dying to out.
I’m tryin so hard rite now to push the feeling down and close the door but I can’t.
I want to but I don’t want to ( I have to ) I think
I don’t wanna cry no more but I keep crying, in my head, in my mind
I’m afraid to let the tears come down again
Why?
I’m afraid if I cry again I’ll be weak again and I’ll start to remember what I want
And what use to be and my heart can’t take that anymore
Did I choose to fall in love or did it just happen
Maybe because I never been here before and the first time always hurt a lot worst.
Remembering
Was I happy once
You think that something you have for the moment, you’ll always have
Days you felt most happy for no reason at all
Waking up but not really waking up
Think you living a real dream just cuz you felt so good so in love
Never
Knowing all your secrets and you know mines
What it’s like to make love for the very first time
To talk on the phone all nite talking about nothing til the sum starts to shine
Just kiss me thur out to day cuz its what I love to do most
Realizing
You don’t know me like I want you to know me
I don’t know you like I should ( not like I want to )
One day it’ll be over
You gotta let go, move on
Why?
Hearts gotta break ( but mines was shattered )
Nothing last forever