You know or maybe you don’t, but you’re the only one I’ve ever cared for. The very first person I told I love you to, would have dun anything to be with, because I don’t wanna be without you. I gave my heart to you in so many ways and I didn’t think you realize that. I love you so much, but I think I hate you even more now for leaving me. Never once in our short time together did I think we’d separate (guess I was wrong). Can’t sleep at night cause I can’t stop crying. At night I actully pray that I can wake up in your arms and wish that I could go back in time so we could be together, nothing happens, but tears fall. Everything I thought I builded up to push you to the side of my mind came fallin’ back down. Thought I was all cried out, so why I keep wiping my tears. Thought I could let you go, still my every thought is you. How could I fall so in love, so in like, so stupid. Sometimes I wonder do I ever reget the day we met or the day I fall in love with you. So many things we never got to do, I wonder how did I really love you. Just the little things would’ve made me happy, like talking to me every night, saying I love everyday, holding me at night, playing card games in the middle of the day just to spend time with me. Remember you said we was gone do that? So why didn’t we? Why couldn’t we have a better relationship a real relationship? How can one thing feel so good and the next break your heart? How could you leave me? Why did you leave me? Did you ever really love me?