Sitting here, Tired eyed, wondering.
Wondering if your ever so ready to grasp with, not that its something mind blowing but i speak my mind so are you ready to get in?

Wondering if family is really all that Legit.
The feeling of outkastic and abandonment is what they leave me feeling with.
I say I love you, i mean it.
I say I miss you, i mean it.
I say I hate you, i mean it.
I say i feel left out, i mean it...
Im not kidding you but you must be kidding me
I thought family is suppose to me there for you? Who am i suppose to go to when i need to turn to.. when im in need?
Its time to put the bullshit aside and may the true colors show. Its time to push the bullshit aside and speak my mind.

If you are mad take it easy.
Im just speaking my mind, its quite easy.
I do it freely.
Wondering what you say what you mean is really what you meant. I don't like the fact that a lot of the time people only tell you what you wanna hear and not whats actually goin' down.
I dont like the fact that alot of you judge me for my age. Like i've stressed so many times before.. you have to get to know someone to know someone.

If trust is so important between living things why is it so hard to find?
They say things come in the strangest places.... We shall see. I am mad im broke, I blame it partly on Society. I cant even afford a pack of Double A Batteries.. now thats fuckin sad.
I cant even get a job, Its been four months... thats to bad. I wont give up, I wont stop applying, even though they just keep denying.

What i have here is a gift,
a gift of a freestylistic poet so to speak.
A gift, A Art---expressing ones self.
No I dont have dairy's.. thats wack. I write master pieces instead..
what do you think about that?
Trust is an issue, thanks Pen and Paper.
The "gift". I dont know what i would do without it.

Im wondering what you really think of me,Wondering what you say.
I'd be a Fool and a hypocrite to say i dont care.
Only to a certain extent I care &
only to a certain extent i dont care.
Other than that Ill keep doin me and you can keep doin you. Always and forever no matter what you say I'll be me. I'll always keep wondering but i still have to freestyle that destiny, cuase i cant plan the future nor can i control it becuase things dont always go as planned.