Is it all Lust anyway

Sleeping, drinking with this empty feeling
my soul is so drained my eyes are closed
I sleep and i stay in my dream world tonight
my dreams plagued with nightmares
of the realitys sights
why cant i find anything real
is it my insecurities? is it my taste?
Will i change myself before its to late
I walk down the street and see a beautiful girl
I watch her smile and around turns my world
by the time my worlds rotation is complete
i can hear the steps fading, the ones of her feet
I wish i kiss lips that gave a shock
and i terrible fright
stop be from the constant talk
and when this kiss comes
maybe ill be set free
the lust of my life
will be a love to me.