They say the future is bright,

They say wrong's will be made right.

These eye's try to look forward but are numb, motionless, stuck within the past,

Peace and serenity, happiness and hope is difficult to find living within a broken record.

Over and over again I watch the same film at the same part's one in particular paused I can't solve this mystery this puzzles to hard,

I can't repair this record Nor the remains' of my fragmented heart.

Im trying to move forward yet I'm left behind,

I'm thinking of the past… I'm trapped within my very own mind.

Why is it so hard to solve this mystery?

Why is it so difficult to erase these memories…these emotion's?

All I know for sure is it is impossible...These memory's and emotion's are stain's...Burnt marks within my soul I no longer have any control.

I understand now these things aren't meant to be perfect...That nothing can ever be perfect this is just a figment of our imagination.

I know to be freed I must break from these chain's which are constricting, choking, smothering me within dark,cold,memory's and pain's.

But this battle I cannot fight alone...This war wasn't meant to be fought alone.

I pray for peace of mind...And a hope to pull me through...

For I know now all I ever needed in life was truly you...

You would never bring upon me such pain...

So here I await you here I await your loving embrace...

So maybe one day I can look and move forward to a warmer...Better place.

No...These memory's will never completely fade from my heart...But I will find Someone...Something...Somewhere...Where happiness and peace of mind will be simple to find..

And I know god...Will be there for me every step of the way leading and loving me making sure I never stray…He has the tool's to fix my record