My Strength

Your eyes bring me back to my past memories,

Yet bring me forward to the future and how it can be.

We're in this together each praying for the best,

And hoping that god will handle the rest.

I meet your stare shyly but do not look away,

For from this connection so deep so real so pure I refuse to stray.

You easily erase all fears and doubts,

As if it is no challenge as if you know all roots out.

Not a word is spoken yet you're always there,

As if you already knew I needed you're help as if you knew I needed your stare.

Ever so fragile and weak I am clay in your hands,

Yet, you don't take advantage you seem to always understand.

Your eyes give you away every time,

I know that your heart is truly mine.

For now words must not be spoken,

We must not express these newly found emotions.

But please don't look away,

For your eyes give me a hope to live every day.

So keep these words we cannot say,

Just please don't look away.

I breathe in and somehow your there right by my side,

I smell you…I feel you…I see you everywhere...

The wave comes crashing down...I'm sucked in by the tide...

Yet I am unafraid no I feel no fear…for as I reach out for strength your hand meets mine and I see you're always there.

The waves pull harder crashing around me but I remain motionless …strong and unswayed for your there your helping me pulling me through each wave…

I smile to myself for I know,

That you'll never leave me and I'll never let this go.

I laugh at the waves in disgusts they really think they can rip us apart they really think they can ruin this with temptations and lust.

Don't they know how much I'm willing to endure to make this work?

Don't they know that I'm not going to let this fall through my fingers like sand... like dirt?

I feel sorry for they may never find something like this something so real and true…

I feel sorry for them for they will never find someone just like you.

I thank god everyday for giving me you,

For I know that you're a gift and that you are true.

The past can't be relived the future is unknown,

But we can try our best choosing wisely as we grow.

Thousands of paths offered but only one I desire,

The path with you with a friendship on fire.

I'm on my knees I pray this may last,

And hope to god this moment in time will pass.

You cannot unsay the words that were said,

You can't erase the thoughts in your head.

But I will try with all of my soul,

To keep this temptation under control.

For one day we will laugh about this we will see how funny this is,

But for know I must remain secretly within this bliss...within this memory which i miss.

for know i must remain silent and for now i must refrain,

from speaking these words i long so desperatly to say..

so forgive me if i slip forgive me if i trip just help me back up and guide me further within this path which winds and twists...

this bond so unbreakable... so strong... so rare... so true,

i refuse to let go...of this..i refuse to let go of you...