save me

perfection is what you ask,
for me this is an impossible task.
o how i long to feel needed...for so long i have pleaded..
im never going to be good enough,
thats plain to see.
even with these tears showing you the real me.
i dont understand how can this be if i am part of u but u are not a part of me.
i feel as if you want me to feel imperfect .
but to u i feel im not worth it.
i try so hard to be good enough but it seems i never do enough.
yelling..screaming...fighting and bleeding..
my heart is bruised and once again i feel used..
cant you see what your doing to me?...
dont you see how much pain your causeing me...
why are you blind to these tears and bloodshot eyes?,...
dont you see these tears..these tears that are falling from my eyes?..
why cant you hear me pleading and calling?
you cant give me one simple thing please...please..im beging you silence is everything.
sleepless nights...lifeless days..
everyday is a fight for peace..a fight for tranquility.
silence...i am closeing the door
silence..i will hear you no more.
i gaze apon the stars in the peaceful night sky,
and remember all the better times.
i know you love me..but its hard to tell.
when you yell those hurtful words with so much meaning.
as you yell your words of meaningless hate inside i am bleeding inside i am pleading for silence.
one day silence will be near by..one day i will again be able to look straight into your eyes without feeling worthless.
that day will be beautiful but for now i am waiting..mabye just mabye someone will come mabye someone will save me...
silence..is everything.
o..how i long to feel needed...