words spoken factual and true
reflect back twisted by you
ignoring the good seeking the bad
amusement parks the likes never had
far less fun never amusing
reflecting of all as mean and abusing
stretching, shrinking, warping, confusing
again and again its as your choosing

I seek love and yet get pain
desire acceptance receive only blame
I mean you no hurt and wish no pain
insistence by you drives me insane.
words or ink-blot they seem the same
response reveal your hurt and pain
insecurities, doubt, guilt, blame
yes, of course the view can't change

I'm a cheat a liar the worst of type
what can be done to aid the plight
When all that I say and all that I show
is carefully twisted to what you "know"
your fears do confirm the "facts" ignore
attempts to explain evoke but a snore
You're not speaking truth to deflect
my sanity shaken your beliefs accept

My words of love naught but a lie
My goal in life to hear you cry
I must kneel and ashamed admit
I want only your head on a spit
can't move on nothing to gain.
living for naught but this pain
here I sit scheming a way
intending to hurt and make you pay

Now this I said in fun poking
but you "know" I'm not joking
what is it sitting in you
readily thinking this is true
What is it you work to see
trying to prove I'm not me
facts to you a waste of time
Stuff imagined ruining sublime.

love I feel this love I choose
a mind made up it must loose
a heart dead can't be awoken
your desires so numerous spoken
covering truth pain will bring
Its not a strange or funny thing
no exceptions for me or you
your behavior is but a clue