you get lost to a moment
never stopping to look
to late you say this seat has been took.

so i sit back to ponder my weakness
was this a moment i have lost
to the seed of addiction?

oh! what i do to
sing the praise
to sing from the mountains
of blessings i receive
oh!what to do to make others
believe!

to live
to love
to learn

oh! what to do to always

in the dark after the kids are down
and i stand at the window
i remember you

in the dead of the night when i
awake afraid and alone
i remember you

in the light of day
when ethan cries

she plays with her dolls and her little red shoes
loves her babies and her dresses size two
she listens very little and cries alot
this little girl of mine that i almost forgot

you get lost to a moment
never stopping to look
to late you say this seat has been took.

so i sit back to ponder my weakness
was this a moment i have lost
to the seed of addiction?

oh! what i do to
sing the praise
to sing from the mountains
of blessings i receive
oh!what to do to make others
believe!

to live
to love
to learn

oh! what to do to always

she plays with her dolls and her little red shoes
loves her babies and her dresses size two
she listens very little and cries alot
this little girl of mine that i almost forgot

in the dark after the kids are down
and i stand at the window
i remember you

in the dead of the night when i
awake afraid and alone
i remember you

in the light of day
when ethan cries

in the dark after the kids are down
and i stand at the window
i remember you

in the dead of the night when i
awake afraid and alone
i remember you

in the light of day
when ethan cries

he's my lover my friend
he uses with me
he uses me
i do the same
i am here
he is in prison
but love we do
sober

to have that one little orange pill
to stay awake for the day than
the night
then the day the night

CRASH!!!!

I NEEDED YOU
to get through the day
through the night

i love the feel of his body!
i love him on top of me in motion
good lord!!to have him inside of me!

i love everything about this beautiful
man,whom i call mine,but in the hot

to have you in my belly
my sweet "little e"
to not say no to the drugs
breaks even the ice on
this old bitter heart

my beautiful baby boy
with the almond shaped eyes
the smile of gold

symbolic in the way that only
a true martyr can be
elusive and dark in the realm of light
and fantasy

creativity lost in the swamp of usage
"who am i ?"looking beyond the scope of reason

i love the feel of his body!
i love him on top of me in motion
good lord!!to have him inside of me!

i love everything about this beautiful
man,whom i call mine,but in the hot