you get lost to a moment
never stopping to look
to late you say this seat has been took.

so i sit back to ponder my weakness
was this a moment i have lost
to the seed of addiction?

could you have been a friend or
a foe,i would liked to have done just
a little more.

to sit in myself and not
let others in
keeps me sick and i will
never win.

i've lost a moment yet,
i've gained insight.
i will not be selfish and take
anything for granted.
i will admit that i am a addict.