Can't You see the Mess?

Can you see I hate you?
hate what you have done,
you never stopped caring,
yet you never said a word,
One word is all you had to say,
what are we really doing here,
life was not perfect till you,
now you want me gone,
how can I go if you won’t let me?

Can you not see the mess?
the mess you created upon us,
I lay forever thinking of us,
yet YOU have created the mess,
I lived with the pain till now,
now I just see the pain,
feel everything go backwards,
nothing is right now that you reappeared,
can you not feel the love in us?

Can you just walk away from this?
you don’t understand me anymore,
you have my heart melting like wax,
hurting like a knife stabbed into it,
You have my heart in your hands,
just rip it in half already please,
you my love are so confusing to me,
you hold everything yet do nothing,
how can you not want this power?

Can you see this love growing?
it is a messed up love for us,
lies within lies you give me,
you won’t even say those words,
Just say them once to yourself please,
quit lying to yourself for me,
open your heart and just embrace this,
embrace the love I offer you love,
Can you really walk away?

Can you hear my heart yet?
all I want is you happy,
to be in your head like a virus,
to let you feel the pain in my heart,
Just let go and be happy in us,
believe everything is working,
never ask me to let go again,
nothing will take this love away,
Why won’t you just take this?

Can you feel me yet?
turning your back is nothing,
knowing you care that’s all I need,
quite pretending you can go on,
I feel you everywhere since that night,
you can feel me as well I’m sure,
you just won’t let me in anymore,
everything is perfect together,
This is no mistake for us you know?

Can you really walk away?
turning my back is not an answer,
not loving you is not an answer either,
pretending I don’t care is impossible,
I would marry you today if possible,
how can you say everything is ok,
how can you pretend so well on the phone,
just give in already and save me,
why won’t you put this in fate’s hands?

The end is here can you see this?
ending what we have is hard on the heart,
if you want it to end it will for you,
letting go is something else for me,
I will not let the pain go for you,
I hold the pain for a reminder to myself,
so I may never feel this way again,
never to fall in love like I did with you love,
now is your ending you wanted…