Secrets in the Night

Waiting for you seem forever
minutes past by and still no sign
What am I really doing here?
Can you have that strong of a grip
fingers tremble and head spinning
millions of thoughts passing through my mind
waiting seems like forever till you called
Then and only then I knew you were coming
you pull in my whole body goes weak
Can this really be true?
A night I waited forever is happening
only time can tell if this will be everything
opening the door to you takes my breath
I wanted you for so long now I have you
you kissed me and my heart melted
O’ yes this is what I waited for
The nights and days I have counted down
down to this one night with you
can this be happening to me?
A whole night with you by my side
each kiss makes me want you more
each time I look into your eyes it hurt
hurt to know I can’t keep you forever
as we kiss I can feel the love
but I can’t fall in love with you
even though it’s not falling in love,
If I was already in love with you from the start
this night was perfect if only it never had to end
You kiss me and tell me to get some sleep
I don’t want to sleep right now
I want to be with you and nothing else
I close my eyes and cuddle up to you
each breath puts peace in my mind
If only this could never end
this could be the most perfect thing ever
But I can’t fall in love with you
Or be with you my love
But you will always be with me
If only I could have heard you say it once
just to say I love you once would have been perfect
now I return to real life realizing your not here
But my mind is some what at ease
I thank you and until you come back
Ill have to live with just my dreams again
I shall wait for as long as it takes
till I can call you mine again
not a secret, but the whole world
I shall not move from here till my love returns
Returns to take me home once again