Kinda scared to let him go because all i can do is think of him everyday is like a emotional rollercoaster i hate my life. t0day i saw my ex flirting with an0ther girl it hurt me so bad all i could was cry i keep telling myself that 0neday he will realize that im da 0ne for him but it hasnt came around yet.. Everyday is hard for me i get up go to sk00l see hisz w0nderful face && all i get is a head nod & he keeps moveing is dat really h0w he feels??? && i just think to myself what about all the pr0mises he made everyday hec calls me a ho,slut,bitch etc....... im starting to hate myself i think im so ugly i cant even l00k at myself in the mirror what else can i d0 he never notices me he never tells me h0w he feels...... I kn0w i will neva be able to l0ve again im scared to let another boy in my life cuz my ex has causes so much damage im all al0ne in dis world...... && always stick close to him because i feel like hes the only one that cares i cry myself everynight but pain will always ne HERE.....