Many people use me
As a role model,
But I weep for them,
I pity them.
And I weep for myself.

They do not model me,
But the model my 'positive qualities',
My 'positive qualities' that are actually
Just a pitiful cry
For Attention and love.
If I do it right,
I will be rewarded with praise.
But I will not be rewarded anything.
It is really they who give the praise that are rewarded,
I do this for them.
Emotions are the makeup for a broken spirit.