Journal- So... September 19, 2007

So... I'm working again and just typed up a huge workload of this last couple of week's poetry. Haha, it seems like I'm starting to get a bit of my mojo back... Sadly it's taking forever to gain back what I used to have, but I'm working as hard as I can to knock the rust off of the proverbial gears in my head. Haha, I absolutely adore Gears. Hecka random thought. LOL.

Hmm, other thoughts... Robert!!! Darling, don't worry about me for now! You're only going to manage to upset yourself! Don't worry, still nothing in a few weeks and I'll go see someone about it. Promise! You're the most super wonderful person in the world! So quit being so miserable thinking of me and cheer up! I'm cheery! I'm not thinking about it, so you don't need to so much either. ^^ I really really do appreciate it though.

Nyah nyah and Michael, you're a whore!!!!!!!!!! Hehe... Don't hurt meeeee!

Okay, oh and the sky is so gloomy and obnoxious outside! I love it! I'm already wearing my new coat! I'm ready for rain and I'm sooo wearing heels tomorrow! I can't wait! I'm so going to dance in puddles and stuff and run around and scream and sing! Singing in the rain, just singing in the rain.....! Too bad Donovan graduated last year, I'd have him sing it with me... T.T

Hmm, what else is new... Oh yeah, time for me to explain all of the poetry stooooof, because I'm retarded and didn't do it first off.

First poem is Vengeance, which was the personify an emotion assignment. It was the most recently assigned piece. Haha, Mish and Tori forced me to read it out loud and this was the first semi-Raunchy poem of the year so the majority of the class that weren't veterans like Mish and I were in shock. LOL. It wasn't even that bad. They haven't even gotten a whiff of my dirty haiku and Lingerie. Haha, Well Vengeance isn't even raunchy by my standards, but yay, its getting published in the pantheon.

Second Poem is Temerity, which was the looks, smells, feels metaphorical poem. I did it on Temerity of course, which basically means recklessly, so I tried to think up as many reckless things as I could. This one made it to the Pantheon too.

Third Poem is Marching Band, which I rather liked. It was something I did when I was bored in Honors History and so it's not for any class. Just for fun I suppose. I really do like it though, more than the ones I just listed above anyhow. Don't know why..,.. I was inspired to write it after monday night practice when I was staring at Mike Delarosa's back and I thought about how noble he looked. DANG DELAROSA IS FRICKING GORGEOUS. He's like the only really really fricking sexy guy at our whole school. There's something just so scandalous about the way that he looks, all Jack Sparrowish with his long black hair and his stash and beard combo. MY GOSH, he looks like Sparrow with his snares and tenors. Haha, a complete womanizer too. I dunno, I've always had a crush on him, but I hardly ever talk to him. I'm shy. LOL. It was lust at first sight. Same with this other guy last year with long black hair who played Viola and piano for me, He wasn't attractive but he had the whole seaman atmosphere. I wrote a poem for him too back then...something about lockets or something... I dunno. Lol, well now you all know my band crushes.

Fourth poem is We Women which is actually my favorite of all right now. I dunno, I was walking down a staircase in my little green dress on the way to class and I just had this big rush of inspiration. So I penned it down and there it is. It speaks for itself so no commentary. Not for a class but for fun.

Fifth poem is Easter which is pretty self explanatory too. I saw Bunny and that was what went down. I really like that one too. Not for any class but for fun.

Sixth Poem is Lighter Fluid. That was the I believe poem for my creative writing class, it was about the third poem of the year. Eh, it's okay I guess. It's another poem named lighter fluid though, but it trumps the last one. The last one was crap. This one was much better, it completely eclipses it, thank goodness. This one is going to go in the Pantheon too! YAY!

Seventh Poem is Unexpected Encounter, which was the 'if you and God exchanged words' assignment. That poem is going to be an example poem for the teacher's guide. Yay! So that's the example one that I did. Not my best, but it works. In the Pantheon also. ^^ So far every one of my class poems has been marked for it! I'm so happy! PUBLICATION ROCKS!

And yeah, that's about it. It's seven o'three and I've got about two hours left at work. No credit card either... dang it! But that's probably a good thing.

Hey MICHAEL! I know you're reading this, so find out when you and Nathan can pick me up on sunday. We're going to the mall to buy you that dang shirt, and if you already bought it today, then we're going back to buy you another one. You're going to dress up for me and look pretty if it's the last thing I do. Oh, and Galina said that she'll make an appointment for you and the highest your cut will cost will be thirty five dollars and lowest is twenty five. Pretty dang cheap.

Oh and I love Alex's rainbow hair! It's so hot! Thanks Alex for helping me with cartwheels and spinny stuff and sitting on my shoulders and holding a sign! You're the best!

Oh and thank you Melanie for the DVD invite to your B-day! That was such an awesome Idea!!! Thanks!!!!!! LOVE YOU!

Okay everyone, that should about cover it for tonight! Thanks everyone!

Byeeee!

Lauren

September 19, 2007