we marry when the time is right,
if that's something you're interested in,
maybe make a child.
New possibilities.

The fear,
not new,
nibbling away at me trying to replace this joyful knowing.
It's telling me, 'You were wrong
before about this stuff.
what is different?

Other than the inter - connected - ness of our stories...
We came to the same idea
at the same time
in the most perfect
time of our lives...
That moment when we expected it least.

And I think you just might feel the same way.

I cry
a little :)
I keep on breathing in the present.
Filling my lungs with thoughtful, conscious...
...We had magical,
falling
star
moments on top of the world
then made love at the edge
of the end of it.

Thank you for letting me in your neck-nook,
for the tenderness, for the splifs,
for your lips, hell, for your hips,
for the tips of your finger-tickle-tips.

exhale this inconceivable breath
news that your path is leading you away from this.
From me..
My heart will be in your suit case.
But maybe,
like driving in Hawaii,
You travel the opposite direction
to get to the right one.
U-turn right into me.

If life is just a big classroom, this could just be exams.
'Don't take anything to seriously'
I quoted you four times in conversation
before finally respecting its legitimacy.

Maybe everything I just said backwards
means nothing,
but it feels like it just might
mean
everything.