I did not believe
I had no doubt of its lie
Then I did not want to believe
I fought hard the lie
Then I doubted myself
I first considered the lie
Then I doubted you
I believed the lie

The pace of my life has skipped
I run yet I drag my feet
I feared the lapping of you
But you were off the track

I want you and nothing else
I know you and no one else
This is why I love
This is why I fear
You are unique from the stars
But all I’ve seen is the sun
How do I trust
What I do not know

For you I suffer
So you may grow
For you I cry
So you may grow
For you I leave
So you may grow
For you I die
So you may return

I now fear the honesty of sleep
For it will let me know what is true
Am I jealous of him,
Or jealous of you.

The pain it burns endlessly
Though it ends in time
I know it’s my fault
The anger still grows
The green black fire spreads
There is no justification
It is what I’ve done

I’ve got blood on my hands
And it’s black
The pain is endless
And it’s mine
The karma of life
Comes around
I swore I was right
Now I doubt
What you did to me
I did to you