babe I know your phone died
but I'm sending you this message anyway
you are the most amazing thing that has happened to me
I really would not be here if I had not met you

dedicated to Korressa Mitchell may she rest in peace (♥2/21/90-10/13/07♥)

my mind was restless
as i awakened with fright
the twisted fate of the accident
left me crying through the night

i dedicate this poem to my boyfriend Roman (i love you)

we had a little "incident"
our lips so innocently met
it was that moment we both knew
together is how our lives would be spent

in your eyes, i'm only a face;
another contribution to this overpopulated race
in your heart i'm only a scar
someone who was so close but now admires you from afar

BEFORE THE POEM..THERE ARE TWO ENDINGS...I AM JUS PUTTING BOTH ENDINGS ON HERE SO AFTER THE FOURTH QUATRAIN IS THE SECOND ENDING

the handprints on her walls
the bruises on her face

i sense the truth within his lies
i see the tears beyond his eyes
he wants to be with her, but she'll never know
she wants to take her life but it doesn't show

Dull, vague colors are all that reside
the life drains from my faded-blue eyes
i've been here so long, but lived in disguise
so i sat there alone, desolation pouring from my eyes

The smile that gleams across my face
My resistance for help
My denial of being his disgrace
And my acceptance of his yells
It's all a part of my strong facade

Lost in the world; he's stranded on his own
He's misdirected, a lost lonely boy
He's gone all ways, now a dark storm has grown
All knowledge is waht the storm had destroyed

he sits there, desolate all by himself
a lost cause with no ambition to live
he's their creation, tehy're not there to help
a neglected child with nothing to give