babe I know your phone died
but I'm sending you this message anyway
you are the most amazing thing that has happened to me
I really would not be here if I had not met you
like I know people say that all the time but I truly mean it
you are the only thing keeping me here,
alive.
you are the beating of the heart in my chest,
my whole life,
the reason I live.
you are my survival.
when you aren't with me I withdraw myself from the rest of the world
because there is nothing that the world has to offer me because
only you appreciate me and care about what I truly want.
my parents don't give a shit,
my friends don't give a shit.
if I died you'd be the only one to care
you are the only person I can trust.
everyone else thinks everything I say is neither important nor secretive and tell other people whom I never would have told because they don't care about me
just can you please forgive me
for being distant sometimes
and for occasionally getting mad.
I'm having a hard time right now and its really hard for me to focus
and try to see through clear eyes rather than the foggy tear filled ones I see through now.
I'm staying here for you.
I live for you.
I breath for you.
I'm not dying for you.