Living in a lie
I thought of you today
Just a passing thought before it went away
Not exactly sure what sparked it all
Since your pictures are long since gone from my wall
But something kept the thought going
Something in my mind, just wouldn't let go of it
Your embrace, your kiss, your hug or your smile
Which of these has kept you in my head all this while
And then I thought harder, digging through my brain for the truth
Was it really this real, or just an accident in our youth
Just then it all hit me, like a shot to the chest
This hidden mystery that put my brain to the test
You accepted me for the person I was
And even the person I wasn't
I thought it was true love
But it apparently wasn't
I was left asking questions, wondering if it was me
The more I think about it, its more easy to see
You wanted to "fix" me, make me like new
My God I was blind, you wanted to make me like you
I guess you finally realized, you just couldn't do it
That I was too damn stubborn, you just blew it
So you just moved on, to fix someone else
Some other poor bastard to make his life living hell
I think I know why now, that I've been thinking of you
Like a gift from above, the master clue
As I sit and write its becoming so clear
Why your on my mind, so close, so near
As I'm having this epiphany its all starting to fit
I was thinking of you because I had just stepped in shit...
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