Its raining today
Its raining inside as well as out.
Its raining inside my head so I can’t think. I am full of Despair today.

I wish the Sun would come out. I want to be able to open my eyes.
I want to leave the darkness of my corner and live in the Light.
To Smile and have that smile be more than a façade. To Laugh a real laugh.
To Love my boys without crying for their future.
Its raining today.

Perhaps tomorrow will be better.
Perhaps tomorrow the Sun will shine inside as well as out.
Perhaps the Sun will shine in my heart and my head.
My corner will no longer be in darkness and I will be able to open my eyes.
I will be able to Smile and Laugh and Love my boys and share their bright futures.

I live for 'Perhaps"