Hateful words, slandering comments, low self-esteem, lack of confidence and fear is what my heart is saying to you...
On the outside, on the inside i am crying for help and saying i love you unconditionely, and please never leave me...
But it's this wall i can't break down to let you in, for if you were to see the real me, what would you think?
Would you still love me? Would you hate me? Or would you accept me?

It's a chance too far outside of my comfort zone to take, so i will remain here in my selfish wall unwilling to let you in and at the same
time, begging you to rescue me.. Save me from myself...Full of anxiety and worry and anger what do i do from here..
Where do i turn, l love you and i hate you.......

I can't help you because you won't let me in..my pride is important it makes me who i am....
I need you to show me you love me and you say you can't..what i am i left to do? I can't take that chance..
I love you and i hate you...please help me understand..all i want to be.....is your man.

Low self-eteem unsure of who i am...the one thing i know is i need you hand in hand...
Take this journey with me, step over the bumps and lets just jump..
We will soar over the wall together instead of breaking it down, to new heights we will go hand in hand

Look deep in my heart and understand, i am not a man without you and i am not woman without you,
together we will make a rock, solid on foundation unsure of what the future holds one thing remain true,
you and i together we can make it through...

By:
Crissy Holloway
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