I’ve been surviving from days unknown
And laughing with fate
Who made me,
Or made by me, my own
Not bothered.
I’ve been living in this state of nothingness
From times and times ago
Sky’s blue, there’s days and nights
All’s the same…since I remember
I’ve been watching this nature
Of nature, unchanged yet changing every moment
With time
I breathe or sigh…
I smile or cry…
I feel the numbness of my soul
In the deepest core of me, there’s something
Something that resists me from changing
Keeping me as I am
Always in nothingness.
I tried never to go against it
‘Coz I know if I do
I’d change myself…
05 June’06
05:03 pm.