I'm a savage to my feelings
Killing, drop by drop.
Every wish. One after the other.
My time has gone
I've lived my deeds---
Now, nothing is left.
Nothing to regret.
Nothing to proud.
My words are bleeding...
Cracking all mirrors
I can see myself as I am.
I'm naked to the sky
Naked to the earth.
Standing still
My hands are closed,
Fists, clutched to my past
And I cannot move.
I'm stiff to everything,
Constrained.
My blood is sweating
My wounds are open-
And I will not move
I will not cry.
I chose my Life.
I chose my Death.