Phantom Hourglass

i found myself contemplating about a certain something today
?
i felt like there was something that i really needed to do
it is
perhaps there was somebody that i needed to see
a strange
maybe i misplaced something very important
feeling that i
or there's a place that i needed to be
have found, an
missing item or missing a friend
eerie feeling that is
something i needed to do
mixed with love & hate, a
things i need to send
beautiful blend only you can bait
tv show to watch
me with, i’m at a cross, in this place where
i'm so lost
i can no longer anticipate you, you've let me in but
i forgot
you've caged me inside, you've gained control and put
what
me on this rollercoaster ride, is it you that i've been missing,
!
hour after hour, is it you that i have been trying to find all this time

(((NOTE:
First poem ~ Read the first line then skip the next and just read the one after. Rinse and repeat.
Second poem ~ Start from the "?" and do the same with the skipping line.)))