Riding the Roller Coaster of G-D's Love

A sleepless night grips me at my core
Facing a reality that shakes me at the deepest level
I'm shaken out of the dream that was me
A deep sense of loss
I feel sorry
To leave the past behind
Brings horror and fear to mind
Much soul searching lays in wait
After days of searching, my soul's fright
Leads to
G-D's divine light