Confused

Here we go again. Torn between the two at the end.
Do I stay where my head will lay? Or do I get up and go.
Just another piece to my puzzle, should I stand up or should I stay low?
One says he love me, the other one adores me, which man will I pick, I know which ever one I decide to go with better have the right stick. Oops just another tragic mind, or is it? I do know I need something that will be touchin my spine. I need that one that will love me and treasure what’s his, but as u know I am that independent woman that will always handle her Biz. I am too much woman for one man to handle, I guess that’s why he like the late nights, soft music, and lighting the candles. He loves to lick, kiss, & caress my body, but that’s because I’m not just that chik I’m that HOTTIE! Seriously, do I even need a man in my life right now? I hooked up with this dude while I was out of town. I’m dat chik that will always carry her own weight. I guess getting married wasn’t part of my Fate, so God is preparing the right man to step up to the plate!