I know but not completely
Of how I feel or who I am

I believe but I can't be sure

I look ahead but behind for answers

I see the future but don’t forget mistakes

Think before you take me
You have to understand
You need to be able to see
Exactly who I am

I have been hut in the past
I am still that wounded dove
My heart still has a cast

Take off the mask
Revel the real
Don’t put on “Naked”
Let your real face show
Wash off that make up
That stage face
That coincides with your stage life
With me you can be real

When you look do you really see?
Are your eyes grasping this breath taking beauty?
Does your mind take in the sweet things in life?
The smell of fresh grass

What keeps us coming back for more?
The laughter,
Those good times
The smiles,
Those tears of joy
It is simply the gap
That fills us with hope
From the lies we told
The lies to save us

He took every thing I ever had
Leaving me with only hate
His name when spoken leaves me sad
It takes me back to our first date

Throughout all of the tears
And the poems of heartache

There is no warmth, as cold as stone tile
These are my thoughts my confessions
Please sit and lessen if only for a while
I hate my thoughts, my depressions

But I am trying

My friend through life
A promise to keep forever
Throughout every strife
No matter what, we will be together

You helped me through the hurt
No matter what you where there

Looking at the clouds
Lying on the crisp green grass
One in many rowing mounds
Hoping this feeling will always last

Letting the feelings consume you
Up, all memories are floating

Take me away
Stop the stress
Stop the heartache
Take me way
My breath is short
My heart pumps the poison
I am tired of thinking
I can’t see the reason in love

Hold me
Love me
Leve me
Go, but stay,
Leve but be here?
You changed
You are drowning
In your one poison
Your own smoke
You did what I never expected
It is hard to talk about it

The happiness
Gone

Like a candle
Blown out by a cold wind

Lost
Are we past coming back?

Going
By myself

Running
Away from my past

Dark
I can’t see the light

Confusion

There are secrets I never told
Something lurking inside
Another side of me you must behold
That comes and goes like the tide

As calm as a summer breeze
Refreshing in the warm sun

The bullet was shot
Piercing through the skin
Ripping through the skull
Thrusting into the brain
The bullet was shot
From the lips of a
Former lover and angle
Jolting from those perfect lips

The hallways are packed
I pass you every day
A wave
A smile
An exchange of few words
I would not go as far as
Saying you are my friend
More like a welcomed acquaintance