A Letter

I miss you though I see you almost every other day...
I love you though it's something I know you wish would go away...
You showed me something special when you came into my life, but something in you didn't "click"...
And you left me here alone like that was it...
There are so many thoughts I've had that I just can't string together...
And every single dream I've had ends with you and me forever...
I'm so lonely here without you that I think that I could die...
And so happy when around you that you've never seen me cry...
But I cry when I'm without you, which I always seem to be...
And my happiest "memories" are just dreams of you and me...
When I say that I still love you I know eternal love is true...
'Cause eternal love is something I harbor just for you...
"Just for you", now there's a phrase I gave you in Hawaiian...
But I never learned to say how this loss has left me cryin'...
Forget the words, can't you understand what I feel deep inside?...
Or must you continue treated me like someone who has died?...

Still, this absence you forced upon me made my heart grow only fonder...
My love, though so ignored, has only grown much stronger...

Your smile always cheered me so...
Your eyes always calmed me so...
Your presence always warmed me so...
You, yourself, have charmed me so...
And, why I love you, I don't know...
But, because of that, I'm sure it's so...

Love has no reason, nor choice besides...
but I've felt and known it since I met your eyes...
'Tween life and love I'd choose my heart...
If it'd mean no more times when we're apart...
'Tween you and me I'd choose us both as one...
as true love is two soulmates' son.