I never thought it could slip away
I never thought the tears would flow again
I assumed true love was meant to last forever
I assumed life would be fair for once
But my thoughts and assumptions were wrong, just wrong
My eyes are red
My heart is dead
My fingers stained with nicotine
My lips are left with the taste of bitter alcohol
Your door is locked, my hand on the door knob
Wishing for you to open, just standing and wishing
But wishes are nothing more than lies
Lies that we believe will come true
Wishes will not open this door
Wishes will not make you stay
All they will do is numb the senses with false hope
My smile is faded
Word are meaningless
All they do is bring painful memories
Memories of love
And a future full of hate
I can't hold you tight
I can't protect you from your fright
No one knows this but me and you
The roses are dried and shriveled
The ring is old and rusted
The blood is nothing more than a small stain
The tears are dry and evaporated
But the feelings are still alive
Words may never be spoken again
But feelings will never cease to exist
Love may end but the memories of it wont
Whether they'll destroy me or help me
I do not know
I can't stand up but I wont lay down
The tears flow as slow as my heart beats
Three letters carved into my wrist, into my soul
"Why?"
No answer, no call
Empty halls, one giant fall
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