i want you to be my "costco";
where i get it all in one place.
companion,confidant,buddy-
and yes; the ultimate embrace.

convenience store shopping
is not for me.
you are the only one;
with whom i want to be.

sex with another,
only buddies with you
is honestly something
i hate to pursue!

i don't comprehend
why it was ok before;
now it's a moral issue!
and you say: "no more!"

you delcare: "not apropriate"
when the subject i broach
or attempt to turn your head
upon my kissing approach.

have i done something wrong?
don't you share my feelings?
i know you get uncomfortable;
but i need to address these dealings!

i want the real reason
to wrap my head around.
hearing the whole truth;
is what i need expound!

a made up excuse
won't spare me the pain,
guessing the "real" reason
is driving me insane.

in a tactful manner,
just lay down the facts!
i can deal with truths;
i can't handle abstracts!

i need to hear the words
in your manner, so kind;
help me get over or through it
for my own piece of mind!