It was all about ego
You never wanted me
Just couldn't stomach the thought
Of losing out to your own prejudices
Foreign languages
Bitter tongues
I longed to cut out
But what can you shout about
When there's no one else to blame?
Everything laid out for you
To gorge upon indulgently
But you need not worthy
Momma will be there
To rub your tummy
Make it all better
Always...

When you come searching for me
Believe me it won't be the reverse
I will not tolerate any excuses
You have abused that privilege
Perhaps, a man to man conversation
No BS, just your humiliation
Honesty is the best medicine
For the cure of why I hate so
Unlike you...
I will not offer promises
Only condolences for not being loved
Not shoved into the arms of a stranger
But in hindsight
You made the right choice
Anybody can be a sperm donor
It takes a man to be a father...

P-July 30, 2007.