I failed you
And you don't have to remind me
Every morning, I feel
An empty space
In a race for a brighter future
Hell, it's hard enough
To get through another day...

I can pretend
Put on a mask
Work through the pain
Without feel a damn thing
Until it gets errily quiet
And the thoughts rush in
I should have bit the bullet
Sucked it up, be a man
Insert your favorite cliche
And the only relief that's coming
Is to be in your arms again...

Wait and see
Motto of the moment
I can't blame you
Your heart can only
Take so much abuse
You haven't shut the door completely
For that I'm grateful
I could hang myself symbolically
For not following through
That fateful november day
But what's the use?
Talk is cheap and its tightening the noose...

I've got the blues
Ain't no suprise
But there is a light
Shining in the desert sky
Shooting star no more
There's a promise in store
I just have to get 2 you
First....

P-Jun 25, 2008.