Don't ever lose that endearing smile
Humblessnes has always been your style
Thank you for opening up my mind
To the endless possiblities that only fear can disappoint.

Don't ever hide your striking eyes
Yearning to make love to you
Or hold you close
Whatever comes first
If we ever decide to reconnect
We'd create a beautiful kid
Don't deny the same thought
I know better...

Don't ever forget that I love you deeply
I've paid dearly for my mistakes
The why will always remain a mystery
Scared to death to committ
So much for the suspense
But every morning, I wince
At what I lost praying
2 be found and whatever
Arguments that sounded convincing
Only proved to be unsound
Like my faith and I'm waiting patiently for the second act
That some drunken fool said was impossible...

Love don't mean a thing
Unless its shown
The camera must keep moving
And I'm tired of being buried in this stew
This glint wide eyed still only for you
And I'm hoping you feel the same way too
Today 2 soon, tomorrow unknown
My patience tested, but it didn't have to be
Same can be said for this confusion
I must face the inevitablilty that it may not be good enough
To stem the tide
We shall see...

P- June 23, 2008.