IN ONE SPLIT SECOND I STOOD STILL
AS MY MINDS STARTS CULTIVATION CRAZY IDEAS
MY BRAINS IN OVERDRIVE
TRYING TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT
MY EYES ARE STILL WONDERING
WHAT THIS IS ABOUT
AN ENTANGLED WEB OF FLESH
THAT I SEE BEFORE ME
TELLING MY EYES TO FOCUS
ON WHAT I HOPE WILL NOT BE
VISIONS OF FLESH WITH THE SCENT OF INFIDELITY
DAMN I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME
AS SWEAT FROM MY FOREHEAD
MEETS TEARS FROM MY EYES
I CLENCH MY FIST
SOMEONE HAS TO DIE
WHILE I LOOK AROUND THE ROOM
TO SEE WHAT I CAN GET
THEY BOTH STARE BACK AT ME
AS IF THEY WAS SICK
LIPS START TO MOVE
BUT I DONT HEAR SHIT
FATHER GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME
FOR WHAT I AM ABOUT TO DO
IM NOW EMBRACED IN THIS PAIN
AND SOON THEY WILL BE TOO