Don't you know that you make me happy
You always put a smile onto my face
No matter how bad my day has been

Don't you know that you are the only one whose on my mind

When I'm all alone
I think about dying
And wondering why I'm still here
After all no one has tried to save me

The one I know who might can save me
Lives to far away

I'm holding onto this pain
And I do not know why
I do not know the reasons for anything
Especially why you are on my mind
Each and every day

I'm holding onto you
Even though you are not here

Don't you know I've tried hard to let go
Let this pain die
But it would not die
It haunted me so bad where I didn't want to live
Don't you understand that
That I need you

I try not to think about it
Because it still hurts me badly
Even though I know it wasn't my fault
Sometimes I still feel like it is

Although its been almost three years

I'm sitting here all alone tonight
Just sitting here on the floor
With a blanket wrapped around me
Trying to cry but the tears won't come

Tired of looking at my self in the mirror

Why am I shaky tonight
Haven't been like this but for only an hour
Shaky as can be
I wasn't shaky until you started to talk to me

You make me laugh even when we talk about stupid little things

You're hiding everything
You have secrets that no one else knows
Think you can hide them for ever
But you really can't
You've hidden them for a long time
And now there haunting you

Been trying to put my body back together
Picking up the pieces along the way
Trying hard not to cry
But these emotions are taking over me

I don't know why I'm trying

Can somebody out there help me
Cause I'm losing hope
And I don't know what else to do
I'm running away from my fears

Covering up the tears
Putting on a fake smile everywhere I go

One day you have the world at your side
And every things fine
But the next day it all goes away
Then your left feeling this agony, this pain
And you have no where to go ,no one to turn to

Thought everybody was on my side
Thought everything was going just fine
But I guess I was just lying to myself
Cause nothing has been going just fine

Why can't people just understand my words?
Cause they just don't want to understand them
They just want to put words in my mouth
That was never said at all

If everyone cared they would listen
They would listen to what I have to say
And they would take what I said and analyze it
See where I am coming from in my point of view

If you knew how I feel would you even care
Or would you walkaway
I bet you would walkaway
And not care about how I feel

But I wonder if you would stay