miss you here

It seems like yesterday
But it was a year ago today
That you somehow slipped away
I was left with nothing to say
I still can feel the same pain
It feels like it'll forever remain
I don't understand why you couldn't stay
If I could talk to you for just one more day
There are just so many things that I would say

I love you so much, and I miss you here
Happiness just isn't enough to make my thoughts clear
Cuz no matter what I do to make me forget you
I'll always have that memory of the past when you were near
And more than ever right now I wish you were here
Cuz I love you so much, and I miss you here

I had so many questions of why
And the how's and the whens clouded my mind
So hard I tried searching, but I jus coudn't find
A reason why this would end your life
It's the questions overwhelming me
I can still feel the pain; I wanna be free
Just one more time--your face I wanna see
One more time of you here talking with me
If I could talk to you for just one more day
There are just so many things that I would say

I love you so much, and I miss you here
Happiness just isn't enough to make my thoughts clear
Cuz no matter what I do to make me forget you
I'll always have that memory of the past when you were near
And more than ever right now I wish you were here
Cuz I love you so much, and I miss you here

I can't forget you; I can't leave you in the past
Cuz I can hide my emotions, but this scar will last
So I'll just cherrish what I have now
And I'll remember you in my memories
I'll find a way to make it through somehow
Cuz one day I'll see you again eventually
And if I could talk to you for just one more day
There are just so many things that I would say

I love you so much, and I miss you here
Happiness just isn't enough to make my thoughts clear
Cuz no matter what I do to make me forget you
I'll always have that memory of the past when you were near
And more than ever right now I wish you were here
Cuz I love you so much, and I miss you here
(IN LOVING MEMORY: JOSHUA MARK)

(*evidence*)