Poison Taker

How many stories of your love i'm gonna tell
But, i've not always been the best thing to show
And How many ladders of this painful tower i'm gonna fall
When everything's changing and it's hurts but i'll have to grow
And i'm doing fine.

I bored everyone with ton of jokes
But, i swear it was a lie down here
I lost my friend, lost my hope, and i'm losing all the thing remain
Was it just a dream at all?
I can't believe there's such a destiny like this
Like all i'm doing's wrong.

Am i a perfect stranger to love?
Or, am i a bad survivor to live?
Everytime i opened my eyes with the same question
It's just killing me faster than a poison.