I remember taking the pills
My life was in such a mess
Things were getting worse
So much I should confess
Then I lay me down to sleep
I prayed to God my soul to keep
I didn't want to hurt any more
And didn't know what was in store
Someone came in and I was found
An ambulence raced me threw town
Then in ER I lay on a table
Not talking,I wasn't able
They said we lost her,who do we call
I laid there and I heard it all
Next I was going down a country lane
I just lay watching,not in any pain
The colors so beautiful,so bright and clear
Didn't even wonder I got here
I could see someone in the lane up ahead
It was my brother.he had been long dead
He said Sis go back,it's not your time yet
I didn't want to.I wanted to stay,to forget
Then I was back to deal with my night
I have changed since seeing the light
God sent me back,no I wasn't rejected
Guess some things need to be perfected
Over two hundred pills,I am still here
God must of thought I was pretty dear
Today when I doubt my worth,I rant and rave
I remember God thought me worthy enough to save