An Anching Heart

Your heart and mind.....oh, what a mystery!
So many clues have seemed to be lined.
Your words hath my heart bound,
Yet that which I seek hath not been found.
"Oh, Lord, I do not understand!
What is at thine hand?
Show me what is your will,
Reveal the hand that you deal!"
Your actions are not very clear,
What is it that you hold so dear?
Oh, how my heart does ache.
Let not thine own self lie.
For yours and my sake,
Please, let not your conscience die!
Why dost thou not call me,
Thou sayest you would?
I do not understand-
If only I could!
Life holds many a trial,
Though, the Lord is with us every mile.
Let not trouble excuse you-
Tell me the truth, whatever you do!