I have moved on

I am stronger now

The pain I once had is all gone

I will never be hurt again this i vow

I was young ,stupid, a fool

I didnt see the things i now do

Thoughts of you in my head

Driving me crazy while i lie in my bed

Why cant i stop thinking of you

Even after all you put me threw

Dreams of you so vivid and real

He is lost cant find his way threw life

Everything he has gone threw leaves a scar like he has been cut with a knife

Feeling like he is all alone in this fucked up place

You lied
You siad you would always be here
You said you would nerver go back there
You lied
You said you loved only me
You said she was'nt having your baby
You lied

The look in her baby blues eyes
the smile on her little face
the color of her hair
the sound of her laugh
the way she loves life and all its wonders
so small ,so sweet , so perfect

He took away my innocence
He gave me no choice
He never heard my pleas,my crys
He never heard my small voice
He never seen the tears rolling from my eyes
He never gave me a chance to run

This world is so full of hate
Our fathers,mothers,brothers,sisters our children even our lovers
all of us, we are killing, beating, rapeing each other
selling drugs to one another

I choose to stay
I choose to stand
I choose to hold your hand
Threw it all
I will be here
Always very near
I choose to smile
I choose to cry
I choose to be here for a long while

Who am I
I am a daughter
I am a mother
I am wife
Who am I, not what, but who
I need to find my self identity
I dont know who i am , i never had a chance to find out

Those angry words you said still linger in my head

hate is all i heard ,nothing else

and you said you wished i was dead

what did i do that made you so mad

what did i say

I was lost in this world didnt know which way to go

then you found me and i found you

Out of the corner of my eye, I watch you watching me.

I notice you where ever i go .

I see you ,do you see that i am watching you watch me.

Are you a stalker

Is this all in my head