thump thump
goes my heart everyday,
never changes a day,
goes to the rythm of life,
my heartbeat from my head to my fingers and toes,

i love my old man i do,
but sometimes he just does things that piss me off,
6 foot 4,
a foot taller than him i am
yet i'm not the bigger man most of the times,

i've got this bright light in front of my eyes,
i can't configure why,
like a tune in my head
i love the music we make when we're next to each other,
in the coldest weather

where the heck is the world?
when they need to here the most
they can be seen out there acting the party host,
but the king is on his way to regain his thrown
and all is acting foolish,

my soul,
i,
solely me,
i,
lonely me,
i,
is no holy me,
i,
hold only me,
i,
know me,
i,
owe me,
i,
forever try ,
just for me.

is this some bad dream?,
i wanna yell riot cry and scream!,
but i just won't,
in my heart i hold but i fear soon i'll turn cold,
my stupid pride fakes me and makes me think i'm bold,

sometimes i wish,
i wish i could take you around the world,
hold your hand as we go around the globe,
hawaii to paris to tokyo!,
my love for you is as big as this earth...i hope you know!,

as i look up into
the wonder we call night,
i ponder with all my might,
and i wonder...
are you really up there?,
i'm guessing you're hearing me,
u must feel my heart beating,

my buddy,
my friend,
my pal,
i can't wait to see you again,
i sigh because you can't imagine this pain,
or maybe you can,
its been a while since we last spoke,
i miss those good old times

sometimes u release it,
often i relieve it,
but at times it is overdosed,
this venom...
24/7
i've been dealing with this and from the begining,
and now is starting to take me outta my heaven,

this mic i grip
in my right hand
only a few will ever come to understand,
i pin it down
and hold it upside down
making it bleed not just red,
but sometimes black or blue,

ours,
yours,
the earth,
why bother
to give birth
to another
when its father against son and brother vs brother,
peace no longer exists within.

imagine...
your perfect picture world,
a world in which everything came easily,
no problems no stress,
well maybe one or two,
what if one day

i first heard
the sound 4 hours after the sun had set,
i was there lying in my bed when i heard IT,
it can't be it just can't be i said,
minutes later my ears caught the buzzing again,

promised to never let go,
so i never did,
i wanted to reach deep into your heart
just to help,
it was never me that rejected you
you released your grasp on me,