Awake

Afraid to open my eyes
and see the fear of my life-for better or for worster-be realized,
around me are the tangling white lies,
the aftremath of greed is being seen in the middle east,
even the newest borns must now decease,
no life is safe
not even those who are innocent
can go waliking normal without being targeted by somebody
and now from the streets to the world everything is bloody,
if this isn't the end then i'm assuming its hell,
at least some wish well,
me
i'm praying for the best
but in my back pocket i got a blueprint for the worst,
the sky is the limit,
yeah ive seen it,
but being in it
i know more is in reach,
i believe i can go further,
no sky
no limit,
just endless possibilities,
we all need hint of faith
but we all need something in which to hope
for,
somebody pinch me is this a
a freakish nightmare but nope
for
i can feel everything to real,
its sad
but i know this is it,
i am awake.