is this some bad dream?,
i wanna yell riot cry and scream!,
but i just won't,
in my heart i hold but i fear soon i'll turn cold,
my stupid pride fakes me and makes me think i'm bold,
things seem to be pressing down on me full court and i'm
seeing no way out
so screaming looks nice right about now,
so can i?,
can i be loud and so loud god will hear and feel pitty for me?,
so loud the stars themselves will shed tears
and the sun himself will shine bright on me,
can i scream?!,
i think i've deserved it,
i'm not asking for something unreachable,
though these times seem harder than a turtles shell
i know that if i continue to keep faith in you jah things will still go well,
its the fact that i still wake up breathing
that holds me from screaming,
so greatful i am...still,
not exactly wealthy but at least healthy,
friends that love me everywhere i look,
a clear blue sky and crystal clear sea,
green trees
red vivid roses,
a bright yellow light above us that feeds us in so many ways,
and white clouds that shade us like umbrellas,
within those stars
i know there...you are!,
miles away but not too far,
i know you love me but sometimes i need to scream
to release this stress
because from it i need rest,
i know it seems i lose sight,
but in the end i've realized your still there,
so with you by my side...
what can this world do to me?.....
can i scream?,
i promise afterwards i'll once again laugh and smile!