lost

confused by the madness
blinded by this darkness
i reachout in hope of something worth suffering for,
going door to door
to find a solution,
but first i must find out what the problem is,
i see some light at times but is it only dispair?,
fair to say it is i've been there before
don't wanna go thru it again,
lost like a duck in the jungle
i struggle to find my place
and skirmish to give my character a face,
a hint taste of lonliness at times i face
fearing to become its best friend,
a compus was giving to me over 1500 pages long it was...
took it for granted thinking 'how this could help me' so over my shoulder it went and now i'm lost......