promised

promised to never let go,
so i never did,
i wanted to reach deep into your heart
just to help,
it was never me that rejected you
you released your grasp on me,
i promised to be there for you and i was always on time,
only to see myself looked stupid as i belived you one more time,
its not anger that my heart holds,
its confusion that overides my senses,
thinking i was the cause for ur collapse but it turned out to be yours,
but straight to my face you said "yeah sure whatever",
so its because of you that from here on i promise to never ever give up
on hope and faith,
i promise to give 110 percent,
i promise to be patient,
promise to be a better me,
because a promise that i gave to your eyes i broke,
and that is something my conscience can never hold.

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