um well what can i say?,
not exactly a lovely day
or is it?,
the rain seems to keep on pouring
on me
and every once in a while lightning strikes too close,
sometimes i feel not close enough,
yeah coming out my mother's womb i knew life would be tough
but damn not this rough,
feeling depleated
and often defeated,
what was once an oppurtunity
is now a "wish i hadn't done that",
can i go back
to my former self?,
honestly i don't know,
woe after woe
yet i'm standing toe to toe
with this adversity,
and it seems the stress won't regress
so i guess trying is useless,
i hate feeling like this...
weak and tired,
i just pray i never get knocked down,
and if i do i wish to go down swinging,
kicking,
biting,
scrating,
pulling,
pushing,
bowing,
screaming,
kneeing...
but wait
going down isn't an option,
falling would make what those before me did vein,
i can't go anywhere
i'm staying,
yeah my day started crumy,
stayed hellish,
lasted an eternity,
but at least i'm here,
but when the end draws
i can keep my head up and say at least i learned from it,
besides if my heart still beating
i'm still competing,
surrender?,
ha! never.