MY Heart
My heart is covered in a huge stain
And no one sees my pain
Long sleeves to cover my arms
A smile to hide the real part of me
I want to break free
And become everything I dream
Some say all the time
That I am worthless
That I will end up just like my mom
With that another break is formed
In my tattered heart
I don’t understand how they see
What they say is true
With every word
And every look of shame
I wonder what I did wrong
I was just a child….
I didn’t mean to cuz problems
My heart is tattered and torn
Sometimes all I want is to morn
Every day when I look in the mirror
I see my mom….
The person I promised I’d never be
What do you see…
Why I care is unknown to me
Its not like your going to change your mind
I am different don’t you see
I have a little world of my own
So no one can hurt me
Not because I am like her
But because I have been
hurt to many a time
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MY Heart
Every life has a measure of sorrow, and sometimes this is what awakens us. Steven Tyler
I can see you are in pain, and alone in that pain. Is there no one you trust (who is also trustworthy) with your feelings? You are uniquely you-you will only be like your Mom if you allow yourself to be. The things that other people say about you are just words that can be rejected. Make liars of them all and be the you you were intended to be. I am praying for you icePrincess and that is not an empty promise. Every morning when you get up you can face the day knowing that this unknown, unseen person (yet I am real) brings this young girl who goes by icePrincess before the very throne of God (also unknown-somewhat-and unseen but very real).
my reflections
You feel a burdon to the one's around you. perhaps because you resemble your mother. You are feeling criticism and you are criticizing yourself for caring.
*REMEMBER* no man can take away what is rightfully your's... that is your future. you can change it, or you can waste it.
-No one's perfect... well, there was this one guy, but we killed him.-