I am sitting here
Staring out in space
Wondering where you are
And how you are doing…
Wondering if you even recall my name
My birthday…the promises you made
I wonder if you are still fallin apart
If you got worse after you left me
I am sitting out in the rain
Thinking of how much I love you
And how scared I am that you are dead
Staring up as the rain is hitting me in the face
Finally breaking down I let my tears fall like rain
I cant stand knowing I might never get to see you again
That you might be sick and dying
I am sitting here
Staring out in space
Wondering when the time will come that you
Enter my life and stay for good….