1.)its just everything.
and its not what you think,
because i know what you think.
and its not.
its somethinge else entirely,
the big picture,
something tht you just wouldnt get.
ive given up on trying to speak my mind,
and so ive become silent.

2.)it's like a band aid .
eventually youve got to rip it off .
and when you do, sometimes
it leaves a mark,
andit hurts.
Then it goes away, and
you forget about it
but then,a long time later, youre
at the place where you got hurt
and you feel like someone
punched you in the gut .

3.)I need you.
i need you here,
next to me.
i need you to hold me tightly
and tell me everything is going to be ok
because idk if its going to be anymore.
you dont know im hurting
you dont know anything
i dont even know who "you" are
I just know that i need you to hold me
Right now
and just let me cry on your shoulder.
please.